"bestfriendsz" or "ex-friendsz" ?

okay so yhu qo ouht wiht dihsz boi yhu lik love . buht he breaksz uhpp wihttt yhu for the 3rd time ... then yhu "bestfriend" qoesz ouht wiht him 3x , dehn deyy break uhpp aftrr 3x . dehn yhurr othrr "bestfriend" . buht dah 2nd "bestfriend" and him have 4th period 2qethrr and deyy alwaysz makee ouht and stuf evn tho dey dnt qo ouht . buht now dey du qo ouht . and both uv mi "best friiendsz" told mehh deyy wuld nevr qo aftr mi ex'sz and hurtt mehh cuhsze dey dnt lik ppl lik daht . buht dey du ... wahtt wuld b the adviice 2 handlee thihsz . cuhsze i stil reallie lik him . lik LOVEE himm . buht dey kno . and i alreadiie criied last niqht ovrr iht . wahtt wuldd yhu qivee adviice abouht dihsz ... ?